#my average day tbh
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missed you
#joy.jpg#dragon age#da#anders#hawke#dragon age anders#champion of kirkwall#handers#mhanders#dai era handers my beloved#guys who always hold each other like they’re saying goodbye at an airport#average bipolar4borderline relationship tbh#oc: grognak hawke
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I’ll never forget you babes 😭💔😔🥺

I finally come back to tumblr and t h i s is what I see. That's it, I'm done, I'm uninstalling tumblr. Bye everyone, it's Honey's fault-
#For the l a s t freaking time#I am average height#A V E R A G E#WHICH MEANS; FOR YOU PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T DO WELL IN STATISTICS#THE TYPICAL OR CENTRAL VALUE WITHIN A SET OF DATA; AKA THE MEDIAN#Or you know#THE MOST C O M M O N VALUE. THE VALUE YOU'RE MOST LIKELY TO SEE#Checkmate#Also jokes on you#I'm way older than the expected lifespan this cursed screenshot shows#T h e r e f o r e#I ' m t h e p r i m o r d i a l o n e#Bow before me; for I transcend pathetic mortal comprehension#I transcend my o w n comprehension tbh#Go from “I can't string two sentences together” to “Oops; wrote a 14k one shot in the span of one day”#I am s o r r y for these tags. Who is reading them. Why am I writing so much; help me-
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Not an Aro-culture-is thing but I do have a question you might be able to answer? Is there an aromantic/asexual term for this: AroAce but if I wasn’t I would be gay? It might just be homoplatonic or homoaesthetic but idk if there was a term for it that relates to being AroAce. Thanks! <3
possibly you might vibe with oriented aroace labels, like gay aroace? i'll put this out there for other folks to consider as well, but I feel like oriented terminology sounds the most applicable from my POV.
#und3rw0r1d-unkn0wn#not aro culture#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod axel#sorry we've vanished. we are Fuckin Unwell physically + emotionally tbh#also if the medical industry + the medical insurance industry could Please consider working that would be great#also if canada could pls not be on fire. don't have the spoons to research what's going on but i suspect there's the usual human fuckery#the air quality here is miserable for an area that doesn't really tend to get wildfires#(though fun fact! my fuckin grandpa almost managed to start one by having angry-style dementia and insisting it was fine that he burned log#and then dumped the ashes literally into some fuckin forest undergrowth WITHOUT TELLING PPL until it started smoking the next day.#the area was under a burn ordinance [aka burning shit is illegal due to fire risk])#fun fact: you are not immune to thinking it will never happen to *you* in what is truly a game of chance#yes you might be *more cautious* than the average person. means fuck all when the conditions are perfect for any small thing to cause#big shit#... yeah i'll leave that as a tag for me to be confused by later
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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day four of drawing Luigi every day until he gets an official Nintendo Music playlist

#Luigi#Luigi’s casino#Nintendo Music#daily Luigi drawing#day four!!!#tbh i’m really happy with how this came out#and i got super into Picture Poker lately so i felt like it was fitting#also fyi this is going to be the average quality of my art from now on#doing digital was hell#but sketching felt too unfinished#so this is my happy medium#also the og post hit over 100 notes!!!#thank y’all so much for that!!! :D
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im going to lose my ufkcing mind
#marvel rivals#snap shots#average support experience tbh#rare non-magneto gameplay real ?!!?!?!?!??!!???!?!!#play support they said itd be fun they said <- it is im SCREAMIN regardless#BUT NO CHAT PLEA SE WHAT WAS THIS I HATE THIS GAME#insane that my first game today was with adam and i got mvp as backfill and this is my shit an hour later YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE DAYS LIKE#ALL OF THAT JUST FOR ME TO DIE ANYWAY to be fair i shouldnt have gone in. but in my defense i was in hysterics after All That#'snap i thought youd be playing jeff as your support' ok well i considered my options and deemed adam to be very polite#so i chose him because he is Very Polite ...... he kinda cutesy ngl .... lowk tempted to get his mcu skin but i wont ...#anyway im going back to this evil game my bro's gonna be home in a few hours and when hes here ima let him play so i can work
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i wish i could get caught up/relisten to old gods of appalachia and hi nay . unfortunately i cannot hear
#i miss those two sm esp since i stopped listening to one after a major plot twist and the latter seems to have only picked up steam After#i stopped . tma too but i have less difficulty w that one. maybe bc 14 year old me was memorizing those episodes maybe bc of the audio#mixing. like i'm not profoundly deaf i've never been profoundly deaf i can hear well enough to go abt my day to day life even if the second#someone puts on a mask i'm cooked . however you can't lipread things that are audio only . so it's all up to the mixing and luckily tma's i#rlly legible. ogoa's is kinda average and i don't remember hi nay's that well tbh . there are some that i just Can't at all though like#wtnv. actually now that i say it it's equally a delivery issue as it is a mixing issue bc there sure as hell are tma episodes i had trouble#w. just not when jon's speaking.#romeo.txt
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Man if Marcy keeps ending up with like child protection services in all these fics over her parents being slightly distant then my parents should be in JAIL
#idk if I'm wording it correctly but this goes hand in hand with some posts I#I've made abt Marcy's parents not being super great but also not being like...#like i didn't imagine them as outright abusive or deserving of losing custody over her#and people kept reblogging them and tagging them as abuse?? 😭😭#like if THAT is abuse. then what the fuck what up at my house#c'mon! her parents growing to kinda hate her because they couldn't stand her personality and failing to fulfill her emotional needs#while still always making sure she always had her material needs met#and doing their best not to blow up at her#resulting in them always acting mildly annoyed towards her#is not *really* abuse. right? like that's just how pretty much every parent feels tbh#like i've never seen a parent who genuinely likes their kids. every parent i know is either sick of them or morbidly depressed#like wondering why the hell they chose this life for themselves#some parents are just better at being optimistic and focusing on the nice parts than others#but not all have the mental fortitude to smile through the disgust and resentment they feel all the time#which tbh is an inhumane thing to ask from a person. parents are humans too and there's only so much a person can repress#i'm convinced parents like the boonchuys only exist in fiction#i just imagine Marcy's parents as being average parents who just don't always have the patience a kid like Marcy needs#like over here my parents are breaking my assistive devices and spying on me while i'm in the bathroom and I never considered that abuse#i just used to drive them insaneeeee back in the day lol#just like with friends and couples. sometimes parents and their kids aren't meant for each other y'know? and maybe that's just Marcy's case#i do know that's my case#but strangers online are here crying abuse for less#so now i'm like. hehehehe. say what now#personal
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ok its time to put on some marina and stop being a little bitch
#are you satisfied with an average life? bitch i might be but i must clean the kitchen and the bathroom and unpack all those boxes first#but its ok i can do it and i can get a job and i can fix it all one step at a time actually#i am an adult woman and im incompetent and worhtless and i fucking suck and so what. idc what my dad and his gf think about me#they're both so smart and successful at their jobs and yet one of the most unhappy fucking people i know. judge away lol#id kms if i lived my life like either one of you tbh 🖕#the day will come when i stop owing anyone shit and i can finally stop feeling all this stupid fucking guilt all the time
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i keep seeing a post with this image, and like

the math doesn't work out for this? Like at all?
tl;dr; using ai image generation MIGHT be cheaper than prison slave labor, if you're making over a thousand queries to it per hour for each person replaced. stuff like chatgpt is even cheaper
the paper Power Hungry Processing: Watts Driving the Cost of AI Deployment? goes into the energy cost of AI. it mentions that out of the machine learning models they studied, image generators were by far the most energy-intensive, with an average energy consumption of 2.907 kWh per 1,000 queries. that sounds like a lot! but how much does that cost?
according to the US' Energy Information Administration, the average cost of electricity varies by sector. let's go with the commercial one for this. on average, electricity costs about 0.132$ per kWh for them. which means that 1,000 queries of ai image generation would cost a grand total of about 38 cents on average. 0.38$. and that's just focusing on the most energy-heavy machine learning model type; text generators, like chatgpt, cost less than a cent per 1,000 queries on average
(as for the prison slave labor comparison, Prison Policy Initiative mentions that, for commercial labor in the US, the average minimum is 0.14$/hour and average maximum is 0.63$ per hour. state-owned businesses pay more)
there's one question left; what about *training* the models? that one's harder for me to find data on. i did find sources mentioning that gpt-3 took about 1,287,000 kWh of energy to train, which would cost about 170,000$ using the previous metric. that's *actually* a lot! but it's also worth remembering that once it's trained, you can just copy it and distribute it like that. so at that point, it depends on total usage. considering gpt-3 has been used in multiple other things such as github copilot and ai dungeon, it seems likely that it's been queried a lot, resulting in its cost-per-query from training to be pretty low (but i can't find solid statistics on this; if any y'all have some lmk!)
so basically ai image generation might be cheaper than prison slave labor if you're doing thousands of prompts an hour, and it's definitely cheaper than paying an actual artist. which is why businesses are using it to replace actual artists. text generators like chatgpt are even cheaper than that.
this, of course, does not take into account *quality* of the output; it's valid to argue that despite ai image gen being thousands of times cheaper than artists, it shouldn't be used anyway because it Sucks. nor does it take into account any ethical issues which i won't go into here.
#also doesn't consider the commercial cost of private models but that's likely to be still very cheap#i can't imagine it being more than 2400$/month per person replaced- that'd be 15$ an hour for hiring a person btw#given that its like less than a dollar of energy per thousand queries n all#also if you're curious about how much sunlight it'd take to run an ai image generator (this is sketchy calculations):#some site i found said that a 300watt solar panel is on average about 1.5 m^2#and generates About 1kWh per day (varies by region and season n stuff)#so if you wanted to do lets say 8000 queries per day#thats a bit over 23 kWh so about 23-24 m^2 of solar panels#most estimates im seeing for land area needed to feed a person is on the scale of acres (1 acre = about 4000m^2)#but it could be a lot lower cuz i didnt look very hard ngl this is very much a tangent and food stuff isnt really my area of expertise#also side note i dont know how to do the tumblr water filter on desktop (or mobile tbh) so i just did it manually in an image editor#tbh im a little scared about like makin a post defending ai on this site given how heavily anti ai my circle tends to be#but this was mathematically irritating enough for me to want to do it anyway#considering the claim im responding to is like orders of magnitude wrong
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hate my sister's shitty good for nothing boyfriend. can you imagine being a 30yo man with two kids who won't even scramble an egg. Not for his kids, not for his girlfriend, not for himself. literally if my sister doesn't leave out pre-made meals when he's watching the kids he will rip up bread or pour them dry cereal or open a granola bar and make himself microwave dinners. like, lowest effort possible. but if i mention this to my sis, she'll be like "no he's definitely cooked for the kids! he scrambled an egg for them once! i watched him do it!" but it's like...so he scrambled one egg in the last five years. just to like, prove he can? at your direct insistence? should we all clap? like seriously. hate this guy. had to really hold back recently because he had someone over and he was interacting with the kids more than usual for appearances, and he had to keep asking me and my sis what the 5yo was signing because he barely bothered to learn his own son's primary form of communication. i was so tempted to say "that one means 'go home' but you wouldn't know that because you don't take them anywhere." so hard to hold that in. If I had to describe this man in two words they would be these: Low Effort. Not quite bare minimum, but JUST enough to convince my sister that it would be too much hassle to get rid of him. he's stupid as fuck, but just smart enough to quickly stop shit like screaming obscenities at the kids for doing normal kid things. and he once stomped on my headphones and broke them in a fit of rage, but gave my sister money to replace them so it was "fine." Like, my sister thinks that he's just struggling with his anger issues, because he had a bad childhood, blah, blah, and oh he would never actually hurt her or the kids. and like, good for you, but i don't trust like that. genuinely hoping he gets struck by lightning and dies instantly.
#my sister and i do all the hard stuff and most of the easy stuff too tbh#cooking and cleaning and sorting out benefits and insurances and getting the kids to school and events#doctor's appointments and medications and dentist appointments and taxes#we get the groceries and care for all the pets and kids and household things#we both have jobs#i actually have 3 jobs#good for nothing boyfriend makes $12 a year plus some under the table cash as a “private trainer”#which means between that and selling his plasma and borrowing money from his mom he can...pay his super cheap tiny part of rent#and occasionally hand my sister like $20#he doesn't buy groceries or diapers or household supplies or clothing or toys or literally anything#literally the only household chore he does is fold laundry#that's it. and it's not “DO�� laundry. it's just folding the clean and dry stuff#you know. the chore my parents would have us do when we were like 10 so we'd feel helpful#the 5yo is medically complex and we frequently make trips to a slightly distant hospital with him#and they literally asked us to stop bringing my sister's boyfriend along because he was disruptive and confusing#which was a polite way to say 'obnoxious and stupid as shit'#do you know how many times in one visit w/the same doctor he would ask 'so when does he get superpowers?'#he also obviously didn't know how to answer basic questions like 'how many times does he poop a day on average'#and 'how often has he been eating and what has he been eating day to day?'#like bro this man can go days without changing a diaper and will not even heat up a can of spaghettios to feed his own kids#he cannot answer those questions with any kind of accuracy#also i'm saying boyfriend because my sister desperately wanted to at least be engaged so she could say fiance in front of ppl#but just like marriage this was apparently a 'waste of effort'#not even the cheapest ring or the most underwhelming proposal or a courthouse wedding was worth his energy so...#yeah glad she hasn't married this waste of air. and i'll be praying for that lightning strike
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www has a playlist? Please where can I find it😭
This link here is the mini playlist which is condensed and has like songs that I 100% have a reason for having on there and most of the songs where explained if they didn't have extremeee spoilers over on and this link here. here is the full playlist which I use personally (which you can tell because it has 1601 listens to it insert that one war veteran staring into camera meme here) but some of the songs are only like slightly associated.
#sophie speaks#sophie answers#series:www#julhpiter#the www playlist is honestly my muse like if im ever like i want to write but i cant seem to get my head in the game#just pop this bad boy on and suddenly i am in gotham drinking a coffee i paid way too much for wondering if i can afford my psych appointme#anyways. thats the vibe gotham gives me and also like. sometimes on your day to day commute the scarecrow will take the subway hostage#but last time that happened you totally saw a guy throw his lunch at him and he got so embarrassed that the bats had time to swoop in#so life has its ups and downs#tne average gothamite copes so hard its crazy theyre like a new yorker but on every anti depressant known to man all at the same time#which just sounds like the average new yorker but tbh i think the average new yorker COULD fight off the joker if need be#like i think they could do it for like maybe 5 minutes#its a city of final girls and bodega owners and rats#and gotham just has all of that but like#theyre radioactive i guess#what was i saying again#a playlist you say?
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The status website of the US national archives has been down for a day or so already ._. I just want to check my reproduction order of Fritz Bayerlein's personal file pleeeease
#I ordered it back in August already and the status switched from in production to awaiting shipping just recently!#I know ordering from them takes a while (like 90-120 days on average) but I'm just eager to get my hands on it#I probably check the website way too often tbh#they also charged my card with a smaller amount than estimated (payment only happens once they actually get the stuff ready for shipping)#so I wonder if it just turned out to be fewer pages or what the reason was that it got cheaper for me#who knows when it was the last time someone looked into that file before I bothered them about it lmao#rambling
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hello fellow digital artists, is this anything
#random thoughts with kei the average#dug into my chair cushions and everything I still can't find it 😩#this happens like every couple of days tbh
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so I accidentally watched like 5 episodes of Chicago PD while in Florida (while killing time) and so I was like ‘oh I like SVU, maybe this won’t be bad, seems like a good cop becoming corrupt story’ and nope. Nope. cannot do it. every other episode you’ve got two teams of 10 people each shooting up a city block with AKs on a typical Tuesday at noon for one drug dealer. they walk out dressed like they’re about to invade Kuwait as average detectives. based on this show, the city is always one bad afternoon from turning into mad max. and the writing is just bad for a procedural. like I live here. there are not gang shootouts in river north next to some of the most expensive restaurants in the city/country. the Michelin reviewers were not dodging bullets like it’s the matrix. not to mention these cops stop traffic violations all the time……..unrealistic.
#look I know SVU is fake and copaganda but in the reality the show they are right like 99% of the time#beyond a reasonable doubt right#and I was like oh a show that’s actually filmed here#and with a show about a cop corrupted by power#but it turns out the guy who would make former commander burges blush is the good guy#the guy murders a bunch of people and covers it up?!#I’ll try Chicago med since I love ER but my guess is it will also be bad#all Chicago shows are either really good and feel very local but then others are like:#ESCAPE FROM NEW YORK IS ACTUALLY A DOCUMENTARY OF MODERN DAY CHICAGO#EVERY DAY THE AVERAGE CHICAGOAN IS SHOT AT AT LEAST 4 TIMES!!!!#look we do have crime and violence here#but we’re not even the worst city in the Midwest (looking at you St. Louis)#(and tbh our gang unit was disbanded due to corruption so that should tell you something)#I saw someone try to defend this show by saying The Chicago Outfit still ruled the city lmfao#Al Capone’s ghost is out here ruling our city lmfao#never mind that that was 100 years ago lmfao#anyway#thoughts? thoughts
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my family still manages to shock me w the insane things they say about me like wow your ability to miss the point is commendable actually
#p#love my mum dearly and i’ve been venting to her abt how hard it is to look after myself these days n i can’t get myself to cook anything#etc etc she’s always asking me what i’ve been eating#and her completely normal response was oh it breaks my heart hearing you arent eating. but good for you that you can do that!!#READ THE ROOOOOOOOOOOOM#average mother boydaughter interaction tbh. may we both heal amen
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